In the beginning of time there was no such thing as man and woman, only one love walking in two bodies; one conscious awareness in expression as male and female. There was no other, no separation from the source, or from their own love. They walked in the golden glow of their own divine essence, their own divine loving of the source through each other. Their bodies did not have the density that we experience today. In fact, nothing was solid. Their bodies and their natural surroundings were all transparent and yet luminous, just as they were. Nature or the Earth was not something exterior to them, or to their experience. Nature and the Earth was one inside their golden glow and every thing manifested instantly, as their own love, being given form. Great beauty and wonder of their divinity was their total experience of life, in pure innocence. Life as their golden glow gave them everything they could possibly need, not that they needed anything. It was just the way of source to supply male and female, man and woman, with manifest reflections, or mirrors, of their own loving. No distance could separate them as they were not two bodies, but one consciousness in expression as positivity and negativity, male and female.
To understand this we must go deep into the unconscious, a place into which our conditional mind cannot go. To hear or know this, requires stillness.
Communication was made possible through their undying love of source; what today we would call God, or truth. They were one with, and in expression as, the highest frequency within the universe. Man and woman were conscious cosmic beings in the play of the universal being. They were not limited to sense perception, but were able to flow as pure being; in open experience of other realities whilst maintaining their direct connection with their Earth expression within the field of sense perception, but not as we know the senses today. For man and woman in our times are so fixed in the senses and in mind as an identity, that they cannot participate or flow into finer frequencies of being, which is the next step into the evolution of humanity. For male and female, man and woman, the Earth experience was a thrilling experience of aliveness and great joy, especially their coming together in the making of love. This union revitalized their Earth bodies. It kept their bodies open, clean and innocent. In fact the making of love was essential to maintain the conscious connection of their expression as Earth beings to the source from which they came. His, (male) glow deepened in intensity in the making of love with her. Through him, the universe gave to her, experienced her dance, her innocence; honouring her as the manifest cosmic womb, She, pure love, the divine feminine. His Earth body ‘listened’ with great sensitivity, great stillness. Beholding her undulating fullness, his presence was radiantly silent. His adoration of her was utter, as the embodiment of his love. In this, She, (female) gave to him her purest fragrance, her innocence, her true power of love. This is her gift of the Earth to him, from which she clothed him in the most luminous of gowns, that he may enjoy the wonder and beauty of this Earth. Through their loving She would radiate with such beauty that the whole of nature would flourish and flower in pure abundance in the release of this power. Nature adored her and adorned her! It saw her with its own eyes. It smelt her fragrance. It drew breath from her walk. It knew her touch intimately. To be in the presence of such love, for us human beings as we are now, would be deafening. Their adoration of each other absorbed them into the presence of their source.
Even the ocean lapping onto the shores is the timeless reflection of this loving, their true embrace.
Love's deepest calling is to open this up and bring this alive in the senses, to make sense of it. This is the making of love in existence, which opens the way back home into the innermost, beyond existence.
As we can see, in most people’s experience man and woman’s love of each other as their connection to source, is a million miles away from this. What has crept into their loving separating them from the direct experience of this true union? Sex and identity. The moment we identify ourselves as a doer or not-doer in time, we create a somebody. It is this somebodyness that turns true sexuality, the expression of love as a human being, into the force of sex. Sex is the use of power to express my egoic identity for my self satisfaction. It is the ego making its mark, leaving an imprint, to say it was here. Whereas the truth is, no-one is here but the pure ‘I’, expressed as male and female, leaving no trace. For this very Earth is the expression of the One appearing as two. In the same way man’s attraction to woman should leave no trace, no pain, no distraction, no imprint, to keep her innocence radiantly intact. For as she, the female frequency (woman), in reality attracts the universe to experience her radiant innocence through the male frequency (man), so does she attract negativity, the egoic need to experience her, in man’s self-obsessed world of somebodyness. This negativity manifests as personal distractions in both man and woman appearing as anger, jealousy, greed, competition and insecurity, even hatred.
This begs the question, how do we return home?
As we have seen the male and female frequencies (true man and woman), in reality manifest whatever they truly love, or give themselves to as being real. In the love of source, everything manifests in purity through the feminine womb. It is essential then that man and woman drop or dissolve their attachment to identity as ego, for as we are now experiencing on the Earth in these times, it manifests as the world we see today, separation, global distraction, war, famine, rape and disease; the mark of love of the ego. To put it very simply, man has to return to pure presence, his true timeless state, (his golden essence) which is the faint echo he hears within himself, calling him home to once again truly honour the feminine (woman and the whole of creation) and unconditionally adore her with no egoic projection; to truly serve her in truth and bring her home into the deep.
She, woman, has to be the love she is, in order to return to her radiant essence. She knows of the intimacy I am speaking of in the deep of herself, within the attraction to man. She has the knowledge that she is not being met in the deepest place by man and hears and feels a deep longing calling her home in this, to be true to the love that she is, and not compromise. And yet she does, just like her mother’s mother’s mother, wrapped up and consumed in the many layers of masculine projection (including her own). Man, consciously or unconsciously using her feminine essence to manifest his world of distance from the source, his expectations and his goal orientated existence. The many promises of tomorrow, the better future, away from home in the present, from the presence of true loving, true meeting.
As a stream turns into a river to enable it to meet the ocean, man and woman’s distraction must die in order to dissolve into the ‘already great’ ocean of love.
NB: Male and female frequencies = out of existence
Man and woman = in existence
By Bernie Prior.